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Monday, October 17, 2005

Feebee - CD13

Off to West Cork tonight, so will have a couple of days off TTC both physically and mentally. No sign of O yet, let's hope it stays away for another couple of days. Am still having very watery CM, definitely not EWCM - anyone had this before?

I am tired of TTC. I'm tired of putting a brave face on things, and playing the waiting game day after day, month after month. I miss living in the moment, going out with friends and not worrying how much I drink, or what cycle day it is. I'm tired of feeling "past it" when my life has barely begun. I wanna have fun!!!

And I want a baby. And so do most of the people reading this. Thank god for the Internet - we don't have to do it alone.

2 Comments:

At 12:52 AM, Blogger Jetting Through Life said...

You are right!! You are NOT alone! I am here for you! TTC is so hard!! I just try to go on with life as normal...

 
At 4:07 PM, Blogger Feebee said...

JTL - I'm in awe of how you cope after all this time. I'm feeling much better today though, think the break did me good.

 

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