Feebee - 18 DPONo Christmas miracle for me - 12dpo, 13dpo, 14dpo (DS's bday), 15dpo, 16dpo (Christmas day): BFN. Gave up and waited for AF. Today (18dpo) still no sign and another BFN. This is now CD35, 10 days longer than my usual AF. Called gynae to see if I should stop the progesterone but she's not back until tomorrow. Think I will stop taking it as I am 100% sure I'm not pregnant and am finding the limbo way too hard - have also had serious PMT for the last week. My temps are still way up, most likely thanks to the progesterone, so I am giving up temping as it tells me nothing. Will probably temp for a few days around O next cycle, but that's it. Am also giving up message boards as I do not believe in babydust any more. Thought about giving up blogging too, but then I'd have no-one to talk to so will stick around for a while.
Was feeling so low in the run up to Christmas that I wasn't sure I could keep going at this. But deep down I knew I had no choice. I have 2 more cycles on Clomid before we get more tests to determine the next step. I'm not expecting a miracle any more and am gearing myself up for IVF. But for now will console myself with the return of AF - godammit, you can't live with her and you can't live without her!