Feebee - 6 DPOToday has not been a good day. I cried at work. Twice. Why? A friend texted me moaning about her morning sickness. Well, I did ask how she was. But why did I really cry? I don't know, today is supposed to be part of the up-cycle, the ever-hopeful start of the 2ww. I suppose I'm terrified of AF this time round, and the shadow it could cast over Christmas and my darling DS's birthday next week. I suppose I'm starting to be worn down by the cyclical nature of my existence, and the slow descent towards infertility.
Or it could be pregnancy hormones!!!
I have absolutely no symptoms of any kind. A few months ago this would have troubled me, but I've had the symptom cycles with no result so I'm not too bothered at this stage. I have had unprecedented amounts of creamy CM in the past few days, but I suspect this is the fault of the progesterone pessaries. So all I can do is sit and wait. This is the hardest 2ww ever.