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Monday, January 23, 2006

One line bad, no lines worse

I will never again use a digital HPT, unless it is as a follow-up to two pink lines. Even though I got the expected result, I never imagined how hard it would hit me, seeing it in black and white after only a minute. Accustomed as I am to the gradual disappointment of no 2nd line, I was totally unprepared for the shock of the immediate knock-back, and watched almost in awe as my face contorted with pain in the bathroom mirror.

Remember, I had not tested yet this cycle, so although I had no symptoms, my expectations had not yet been numbed by BFNs. Luckily I am "working" from home today, so have been able to indulge my despair to the best of my ability.

I have now broken the first four of my New Year's resolutions, and if I don't pull myself together I'm in danger of breaking the fifth too.


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