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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

CD8

Ho hum, twiddle my thumbs. CD8, a useless day. Not a time of hope, nor of despair. Just another day in a long month in a long year.

We are on cycle 2 post-miscarriage 2. No miracle holiday baby for us. Just a long, heavy bleed, and a step back from another IUI. We had been given the go-ahead to start this cycle, and I had all my meds with me, but I managed to make the sensible decision to wait until I've had a normal cycle.

So now I can look forward to another cycle where I pretend we have a chance, take my temp every morning, agonise over OPKs, drag myself back from the brink of testing at 6dpo, only to have my hopes dashed at 7,8,9 and 10dpo.

And here I am on CD8, wishing the days away, eyeing up that mid-cycle rush with the expectation of a first-timer. Still hoping for a miracle, still waiting, after all these years.

1 Comments:

At 7:52 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi Feebee

Dont know what to say. I think DH is such a wonderful man to be able to share and express his feelings. Men usually cant do that, can they?

I have been on a TTC break for 2 months due to abnormal uterine bleeding. This month is a washout as I am travelling during O. I thikn we will try a couple of cycles naturally and then attempt Clomid. Looks like I may be getting on the infertility bandwagon soon.

NYC

 

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