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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Cycle stuff

6/7dpo (conflicting fertility signs, +OPK same day as temp rise), temps still up, no symptoms. If I'd known I was going to have an almost normal cycle, I'd have started the meds 3 weeks ago. Of course, if I'd known I was going to end up a bitter and twisted infertile, I'd probably have done some other things differently too.

I no longer enjoy the 2ww, just can't raise my game or my expectations. It's just a 2ww until we can start IUI meds. My favourite time of the month is definitely the EWCM days, post-AF trauma and pre-2ww loss. Despite medical opinion to the contrary, I still feel like during those dreamy days of baby-making sex, that we can make a difference, a baby of our own. As I lie on my back with my legs in the air (only joking, I swear I never do this any more!), I always ask DH "Do you think we did it this time?" and he always answers "Yes". It only takes one you know. And we are "not infertile, just subfertile". Hurrah! Now just give me the bloody meds and inseminate me.

Ok, let's put it another way. Instead of thinking 6dpo, let's call it 5duimsa (5 days until IUI meds start again). I will be knocked up for sure in 3 weeks time. Or I will have to be sedated - either way I'm seeing plenty more drugs in my future!


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