Happy New Cycle!Here are my New Year's resolutions from last year:
1. I will not compare myself to others.
2. I will not cry in front of DH and DS.
3. I will not google baby and fertility stuff after 10am and before 6pm.
4. I will not test before 14dpo.
5. I will count my blessings daily.
I failed the first four miserably. Number five is easy, but can sometimes be dangerously overshadowed by the others. I have no resolutions this year. I am resolute about doing everything in my power to have a baby, but the manifestation of my actions is beyond my control so it does not make for a traditional New Year's resolution. And anyway, my life is measured out in cycles, not months or years. So here are my New Cycle's resolutions:
1. Eat organic
2. Start yoga
3. Drink water
4. Minimise MIL
5. Look after DH
And, for the record, here are my cycle stats to date:
Number of cycles TTC: 23
Number of pregnancies: 2
Number of early losses: 1
Number of late losses: 1
Number of babies lost on September 11th: 2
Number of children buried: 1
Number of failed Clomid cycles: 2
Number of failed IUI cycles: 2
Number of successful IUI cycles: 1
Number of successful natural cycles: 1
Number of babies held in arms (not in coffin): 0