Falling down againI thought this IVF cycle would be easier to deal with as I don't expect to get anything out of it.
Because I have no hope, I am finding every day very hard. Not physically hard - I could do the injections in my sleep - but mentally I am very down, and the sadness and bitterness is overpowering.
Can depression kill a cycle? Will my ovaries know I don't trust them?
It's day five of stims and there's nothing stirring. I'm guessing one or two follicles and another big decision to make.